The red button beside my hospital bed sat lower than my hand.
Tiny.
Ordinary.
Easy to miss.
Funny how life-changing things usually are.
Hours earlier, doctors had pulled Leo and Luna into the world under bright surgical lights while my body shook beneath medication and exhaustion.
I remembered hearing one cry.
Then another.
Then relief.
Then darkness.
When I woke in recovery, everything hurt.
The kind of hurt that sits beneath your bones.
But then the nurse placed Leo against my chest.
And for a moment nothing else existed.
Not pain.
Not exhaustion.
Not fear.
Just him.
Then Luna.
Tiny.
Warm.
Perfect.
People say mothers are born when children are.
They’re wrong.
Mothers are born when fear arrives.
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